Saved

My heart’s broken in pieces
Strewn from my chest to the floor
My mind only in shambles
As they stab at me more
My blood stains the floors
My screams fade in the dark
My eyes slowly fading
Give one final spark
My joy disappears
As my life fades away
My happiest memories
All fade soon to gray
My tears burn my cheeks
As I cry in the shade
My resistance is gone
As my hope starts to fade
My breath is but curses
My mind but a cell
As I struggle for freedom
It bounds me to hell
My fist hit’s the ground
The pain shatters my bones
My voice screams only air
I am now void of tones
Then a light cuts through shadow
I feel a touch on my hand
My bones are all broken
And yet still I stand
I look towards the light
But the glare blinds me
The my hand feels that touch again
And then I can see
There’s a beautiful angel
Her arms open wide
She then holds me tightly
And I’m safe inside
My eyes lift up slowly
Now drawn to her face
And then I see her smile
Her beauty, her grace
Oh, Lord up in heaven
Whom I both love and fear
Oh please heavenly father
Just let me stay here.

Where is My Angel

Where is my angel
As my wings start to crumble
Where are her words
As my ground starts to rumble
I look for her face
As I start to fall
That’s when I wonder
Where is it all
I cry to the heavens
As I clutch at my heart
I scream for my angel
Then my life falls apart
I lie broken on the ground
Life drained from my eyes
The light in me has faded
I’m tired of lies
Before I breathe my final flame
My wretched heart slowing pace
My angel comes from out the shadows
Then I see her saving grace
A smile breaks my crooked face
As she bends down close to me
My breath goes hot and numbs my throat
As I let my love go free
My lips meet hers in delicate touch
I feel my heart beat faster
I look in her eyes that I love so much
Is this love true or a disaster
I rise up on my shattered legs
Feeling pain rush in my veins
I look into her loving face
Knowing love is worth these pains
Once I touch her hand in mine
My heart beats faster still
For I know this is my true love
My everlasting thrill
Now I’ve found my angel
My wings now back with me
For once I felt dead inside
Now love has set me free.

The Death of the King of Beasts

If I am a king it is but of beasts
My subjects claw at my wretched heart
My pain is my loyal follower’s feast
My tears fall around as my life falls apart
I reach to the sky aching for love
An empty echo answers my plea
Please show pity on me up above
Please bring me up and set me free
My subjects look with hungry eyes
It’s feeding time again
For I’m their king that they despise
I wish it would just end
As my subjects tear my flesh
I give a mournful cry
They crowd around and make a mesh
I know that here I die
Suddenly a light shines down
My subjects flee the scene
All I see’s a flowing gown
My vision not as keen
A delicate hand extends to me
My bloody body bear
Yet that light is all I see
Cutting through the air
I feel soft fingers on my pelt
I breathe in a burdened breath
Then my fur did simply melt
And I heard my shadow’s death
That was the end of the king of beasts
I’m burdened now, no more
For those demons now are no more feasts
And for me, mercy’s in store.

In the Time and Land of Dreams

Coming from the world of dreams
A dream fresh in my mind
In a room with the one I love
Her treating me so kind
We’re in a room and all alone
For too little of a time
But it is great those days of then
For her hand was in mine

Coming from the time of dreams
An angel with me there
Caught in a captivating gaze
By her captivating air
The lovely angel stays with me
With beauty in her stare
Whilst the angel stays with
There is no stale nightmare

I awaken from the time of dreams
No beauty be my side
Yet the angel is now known to me
Her face she cannot hide
Her lovely figure graces me
Her beauty I know well
For ‘tis that of the one I love

And that I love to tell

The Thoughts

The thoughts flow like water
Slowly rising to drown me
I try to run from the devilish thing
Yet I can’t ever flee
The thoughts are of me
They’re fearsome as beasts
They tear at my sanity
Their carnivorous feasts
I cry through my tears
I’m crying for help
Yet the thoughts silence me
As if I’m but a whelp
My heart beats for you
Yet you only know through my dreams
My words long for you
Yet they only come in silent screams
Please help me oh my lovely one
These thoughts of mine won’t stop
They come at me like fists at night
And they punch me ‘till I drop
I call to you with pleading eyes
Please keep me within your sight
I beg of you my beautiful
Just stay with me tonight.